but the sad snippets used to rise something in me
reading them now, it makes me sad too
like the authors
that's our youth i think
my generation
they're sad
i believe that
i am beyond blessed to be on the outside of that
i might not be forever
but today i am
because of the hope i've been beyond blessed to hold
by hold i don't mean obtain, or even understand
but kind of like when a teacher used to pass something around the class
and you thought it was unbelievably cool
so you'd try to hold it as long as you possibly could
i want strife and inadequacy to be abolished
i want constent sadness to be foriegn
i want us to feel loved
logical solution:
i will love
i will strive to know love
so i can share him
thank you for your support
for your constent encouragement
for the million little things
that are actually big things
the beauty
for stopping me to see it
for stopping me to keep me in check
oh my word. thank you. thank you. thank you.
we are so blessed. so so.
