if you've seen my heart lately, send it home.

if i thought even an ocean could help in this second i might jump in the car and get to one. maybe the thought of an ocean helping could change me. the vast opportunity and wonder that lies within someone. that could be what i need. the ability to undo a few things that i thought i wanted, maybe needed, but that i can stand and tell you with my heart that i wish i hadn't.
"it is far better for the pain to come from self denial than from self destruction."
the stars are something i talk about lots too. but between you and i, they're far to many miles away from my heart lately.